Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
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Built with stolen parts
A telephone in my heart
Someone get me a priest
To put my mind to bed
This ringing in my head
Built with stolen parts
A telephone in my heart
Someone get me a priest
To put my mind to bed
This ringing in my head
Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 6:43 PM
I believe that every person's mind could get through a certain grief or pain.
That every minute or hour, a person's mind is recovering from that emotion he/she had.
I do believe in this two words; 'time heals'.
As the time always move and never stops. This is why a person's mind could recover from anything.
I know people always say that even when they heal, it leave scars.
Either a big or a small one.
Or you'd preferred having a good or a bad memory.
It depends really.
I'm quite glad that i have a bad memory though.
To be able to forget about unhappy things that i don't wish to remember and move forward.
Sometimes, i think that i still had the memory contained in my mind.
At some dark corner in a tiny box.
Pictures or visuals of memories.
Dozens of them.
Sometimes i remembered but sometimes i can't.
My mind kept thinking about things.
Random things.
If someone could read my mind, that person could find it pretty cramped up in there.
Random thoughts just pop out of nowhere.
Or other times, just blank.
Like a unwritten piece of paper.
Haha, apologies about my random typing.
Just got this out of nowhere and wanna get it all down.
Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 8:54 PM
Practice what you preached.
You've said so many things but which of them really came true ?
Don't think i don't know.
I knew it once i heard you said those promises.
In a tiny corner of my mind, i can hear myself screaming out loud that those promises wasn't gonna come true.
But i still believed.
I tried to believed.
Convinced myself with lies.
You said, my driving licence i paid on my own then once i've passed it, you'll get me the car that i wanted or whatever.
Right.
I know some of the money you paid for me.
But i know most of that came from me.
Okay, i've passed it.
Where's my car?
You shouldn't have even tell me those.. words.
You helped bros to pay for their licence and i had to pay for my own.
Haha. Okay. I get what you mean already.
I kept forcing myself to forget about this.
Then mom said the bmw is mine.
I knew that she's just saying it.
But i said okay and forget it.
Now you say you wanna sell it.
And i was fine with it.
Since you needed it.
First of all, this isn't about the car.
This is about the promise that you've made but neither came true.
My driving licence, i paid most of it on my own.
I worked and paid for it.
My brothers?
They've got all the privilege.
When the car had scratches, you Guys convinced that i was at fault.
Just cause i passed my licence and i'm girl.
So you Guys convinced that either people come and scratch the car or i bump onto things or people's car scratches on ours.
I kept quiet.
Cause i wasn't sure.
And you Guys didn't even had prove.
I wasn't the only one who drove the car.
So you guys convinced that i was at fault.
It was my fault that the car got scratches.
This really makes me don't wanna drive anymore.
Until further notice.
This didn't happen just once or twice.
I kept quiet cause i didn't want to argue.
Just like this afternoon..
You've said so many things but which of them really came true ?
Don't think i don't know.
I knew it once i heard you said those promises.
In a tiny corner of my mind, i can hear myself screaming out loud that those promises wasn't gonna come true.
But i still believed.
I tried to believed.
Convinced myself with lies.
You said, my driving licence i paid on my own then once i've passed it, you'll get me the car that i wanted or whatever.
Right.
I know some of the money you paid for me.
But i know most of that came from me.
Okay, i've passed it.
Where's my car?
You shouldn't have even tell me those.. words.
You helped bros to pay for their licence and i had to pay for my own.
Haha. Okay. I get what you mean already.
I kept forcing myself to forget about this.
Then mom said the bmw is mine.
I knew that she's just saying it.
But i said okay and forget it.
Now you say you wanna sell it.
And i was fine with it.
Since you needed it.
First of all, this isn't about the car.
This is about the promise that you've made but neither came true.
My driving licence, i paid most of it on my own.
I worked and paid for it.
My brothers?
They've got all the privilege.
When the car had scratches, you Guys convinced that i was at fault.
Just cause i passed my licence and i'm girl.
So you Guys convinced that either people come and scratch the car or i bump onto things or people's car scratches on ours.
I kept quiet.
Cause i wasn't sure.
And you Guys didn't even had prove.
I wasn't the only one who drove the car.
So you guys convinced that i was at fault.
It was my fault that the car got scratches.
This really makes me don't wanna drive anymore.
Until further notice.
This didn't happen just once or twice.
I kept quiet cause i didn't want to argue.
Just like this afternoon..
Labels: privilege
Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 12:40 AM
I'm on the holidays now ! Hehehehe. :D
About 3 weeks of hols to the results to poly.
._.
Gonna wait till then to be nervous and panic again.
So gonna enjoy life like nobody's business lah now !
Haha.
Today's the last paper.
Where all tension raise and falls right after the paper's done.
What a relief.
Really.
After 3 years.
It isn't short nor long.
But somehow, i felt a little ache that i'm leaving.
That we're all leaving.
Leaving something behind.
Memories.
And we definitely will not meet each other as much as now.
Still, we have to meet up and update lo!
Hehe. (:
I love meeting friends up and listen to their updates on life and their stories.
Even though i know my life isn't a happening one, i'm satisfy that my life is at least leading a simple happy life. :3
Simple satisfaction.
Anyway! There are so much memories that i've made. (:
From the bad ones to the good ones.
Even though i don't really remember any bad ones. (:
Hehe.
Still am happy that i've graduated but not official yet.
Went to wcp with elder bro, bro's gf, young bro and golden ! (:
At first we go bpp cause young bro wanna alter pant.
And we brought food from there before heading to wcp.
It was a pretty memorable one.
Sometimes, i'll love hanging out with my brothers.
They're funny and adorable. (:
Vanny says it's weird that i'm so close with my brothers.
What!? That's all i've got what.
Sometimes, they make me wanna find someone like them.
Hehe.
When they're in bad mood, soooooo don't wanna step on their tails la.
Kay.
Blogged.
Bye! (:
Update again when... i feel inspire enough.
Saturday, March 06, 2010 @ 4:04 AM
We Are The World - Artists For Haiti
[Justin Bieber]
There comes a time
When we heed a certain call
[Nicole Scherzinger & Jennifer Hudson]
When the world must come together as one
[Jennifer Hudson]
There are people dying
[Jennifer Nettles]
And it’s time to lend a hand to life
The greatest gift of all
[Josh Groban]
We can’t go on
Pretending day by day
[Tony Bennet]
That someone, somehow will soon make a change
[Mary J Blige]
We are all a part of
God’s great big family
And the truth, you know love is all we need
[Chorus]
[Michael Jackson]
We are the world
We are the children
[Michael Jackson and Janet Jackson]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Barbra Streisand]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Miley Cyrus]
Send them your heart
So they’ll know that someone cares
[Enrique Iglesias]
So their cries for help
Will not be in vain
[Nicole Scherzinger]
We can’t let them suffer
No we cannot turn away
[Jamie Foxx]
Right now they need a helping hand
[Wyclef Jean]
Nou se mond la
We are the Children
[Adam Levine]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So lets start giving
[Pink]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
[BeBe Winans]
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Michael Jackson]
When you’re down and out
There seems no hope at all
[Usher]
But if you just believe
There’s no way we can fall
[Celine Dion]
Well, well, well, well, let us realize
That a change can only come
[Fergie]
When we stand together as one
[Chorus - All]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Nick Jonas]
Got to start giving
[All]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
[Toni Braxton]
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Mary Mary]
We are the world
We are the children
[Tony Bennet]
Its for the children
[Isaac Slade]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
[Toni Braxton]
So lets start giving
[Lil Wayne]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Chorus - All]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Akon]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we make a better day
Just you and me
[T-Pain]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Jamie Foxx imitating Ray Charles]
Choice were making
Saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Rapping - LL Cool J, Will-I-Am, Snoop Dogg, Busta Rhymes, Swizz Beatz]
We all need somebody that we can lean on
When you wake up look around and see that your dreams gone
When the earth quakes we’ll help you make it through the storm
When the floor breaks a magic carpet to stand on
We are the World united by love so strong
When the radio isn’t on you can hear the songs
A guided light on the dark road your walking on
A sign post to find the dreams you thought was gone
Someone to help you move the obstacles you stumbled on
Someone to help you rebuild after the rubble’s gone
We are the World connected by a common bond
Love the whole planet sing it along
[Chorus - All]
[Kanye West]
Everyday citizens
Everybody pitching in
[Singing - Children & Wyclef Jean]
Nou se mond la
Nou se timoun yo
[Will-I-Am]
You and I
You and I
[Kanye West]
Uh, 12 days no water
Whats your will to live?
[Will-I-Am]
We amplified the love we watching multiply
[Kanye West]
Feeling like the Worlds end
We can make the World win
[Will-I-Am]
Like Katrina, Africa, Indonesia
And now Haiti needs us, the need us, they need us
[Chorus - All]
[Wyclef Jean]
Haiti, Haiti, Ha, Ha, ha, ha, ha
Haiti, Haiti, Ha, Ha, ha, ha, ha
Haiti, Haiti, Ha, Ha, ha, ha, ha
[Justin Bieber]
There comes a time
When we heed a certain call
[Nicole Scherzinger & Jennifer Hudson]
When the world must come together as one
[Jennifer Hudson]
There are people dying
[Jennifer Nettles]
And it’s time to lend a hand to life
The greatest gift of all
[Josh Groban]
We can’t go on
Pretending day by day
[Tony Bennet]
That someone, somehow will soon make a change
[Mary J Blige]
We are all a part of
God’s great big family
And the truth, you know love is all we need
[Chorus]
[Michael Jackson]
We are the world
We are the children
[Michael Jackson and Janet Jackson]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Barbra Streisand]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Miley Cyrus]
Send them your heart
So they’ll know that someone cares
[Enrique Iglesias]
So their cries for help
Will not be in vain
[Nicole Scherzinger]
We can’t let them suffer
No we cannot turn away
[Jamie Foxx]
Right now they need a helping hand
[Wyclef Jean]
Nou se mond la
We are the Children
[Adam Levine]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So lets start giving
[Pink]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
[BeBe Winans]
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Michael Jackson]
When you’re down and out
There seems no hope at all
[Usher]
But if you just believe
There’s no way we can fall
[Celine Dion]
Well, well, well, well, let us realize
That a change can only come
[Fergie]
When we stand together as one
[Chorus - All]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Nick Jonas]
Got to start giving
[All]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
[Toni Braxton]
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Mary Mary]
We are the world
We are the children
[Tony Bennet]
Its for the children
[Isaac Slade]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
[Toni Braxton]
So lets start giving
[Lil Wayne]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Chorus - All]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Akon]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we make a better day
Just you and me
[T-Pain]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Jamie Foxx imitating Ray Charles]
Choice were making
Saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Rapping - LL Cool J, Will-I-Am, Snoop Dogg, Busta Rhymes, Swizz Beatz]
We all need somebody that we can lean on
When you wake up look around and see that your dreams gone
When the earth quakes we’ll help you make it through the storm
When the floor breaks a magic carpet to stand on
We are the World united by love so strong
When the radio isn’t on you can hear the songs
A guided light on the dark road your walking on
A sign post to find the dreams you thought was gone
Someone to help you move the obstacles you stumbled on
Someone to help you rebuild after the rubble’s gone
We are the World connected by a common bond
Love the whole planet sing it along
[Chorus - All]
[Kanye West]
Everyday citizens
Everybody pitching in
[Singing - Children & Wyclef Jean]
Nou se mond la
Nou se timoun yo
[Will-I-Am]
You and I
You and I
[Kanye West]
Uh, 12 days no water
Whats your will to live?
[Will-I-Am]
We amplified the love we watching multiply
[Kanye West]
Feeling like the Worlds end
We can make the World win
[Will-I-Am]
Like Katrina, Africa, Indonesia
And now Haiti needs us, the need us, they need us
[Chorus - All]
[Wyclef Jean]
Haiti, Haiti, Ha, Ha, ha, ha, ha
Haiti, Haiti, Ha, Ha, ha, ha, ha
Haiti, Haiti, Ha, Ha, ha, ha, ha
Labels: We Are The World - Artists For Haiti
Friday, March 05, 2010 @ 6:17 PM
Urgh! Having fking period now with the fking cramp.
Hahaha, pms much?
Not really. Still under control though.
Just pain.. ):
Sigh.
Breaking out cold sweat !
Why must it comes now ?
How to study like that?
Urgh..
Drank warm water but it's useless.
Never had panadol cause i can't really swallow them.
Fk cramp.
And the back of my neck super ache when i try to look down.
Anyway, hamster is sleeping on it's back.
Super cute. Haha.
Sunday, February 28, 2010 @ 10:37 PM
Projects gonna be done soon.
And exam coming on next tuesday.
Gonna mug! (:
Don't know why but i suddenly had the urge to mug! (:
Hehe.
But still have to finish up the projects that are left till monday too.
Only a week left till the finial exam. ._.
Need to stay focus.
And hope there's no disturbance.
Sigh.
Yesterday things have to happen.
Tsk.
Hopefully it'll be over soon luh.
It was actually just a small thing.
Then make it until such a big matter and everyone know it.
What's the point really ?
Okay. Gonna stop my distraction already.
Bye!
p/s; can you be more understanding and supportive..?
And exam coming on next tuesday.
Gonna mug! (:
Don't know why but i suddenly had the urge to mug! (:
Hehe.
But still have to finish up the projects that are left till monday too.
Only a week left till the finial exam. ._.
Need to stay focus.
And hope there's no disturbance.
Sigh.
Yesterday things have to happen.
Tsk.
Hopefully it'll be over soon luh.
It was actually just a small thing.
Then make it until such a big matter and everyone know it.
What's the point really ?
Okay. Gonna stop my distraction already.
Bye!
p/s; can you be more understanding and supportive..?
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