haiz~ my dad tells me & my bros everything about he and mum. Very sad la!! Got 1 day, when they're qurreling. then mum suddenly tells dad tat divoice lah. then my dad say dont, wei le wo men de hai zi. he do his thing and my mum do her thing. my dad go out earn money then my mum at home do her job. Then my dad also got tell me that he and my mum got no feeling de. when my mum sleep beside him also got no feeling le. Very sad. ="( I want to cry. Im still the same, holding my tears. Cannot cry in front of them. coz if i do, it'll get worst.

Why do this kind of things is happening? I love my childhood when my father and mother still loving each other. Living in HDB home. 1 Car. Simple life. Mum cooking. Dad working well. WTH HAPPEN NOW LAH!! I JUZ WAN A NORMAL FREAKING LIFE!! A AVERAGE LIFE! nothing big nothing small. juz a plain normal life. Eg. Dad luvs Mum, Brothers Plays With Sisters. Family Dinner Together. i juz wan a normal life.

And i know when im around with u guys, friends, together im lyk. normal joking kid rite. always laughing, having fun, joking ard, all this happy happy stuff rite. ya. Find loh. Find 1 day when i'll truly cry out loud. Then my eye will be lyk so sore loh. lolx! =' / ermm.. ya.



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oops.. another wrong spelling..... *bleahx!* my dad juz nw lyk borrowed $1200 from me and each of my brothers. totally is $4800 loh. Then do u know that when an adult borrow money from kids is a very pai seh thing? really! I can feel his pain.. TT
So now, i gotta save money and not to spend too much on stuff. But.. im already saving money le leh... haiz! sad lah!! HeartBreak!!!


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lolx! so long haven tell u guys about my 'time-table'.






there u go! ^^


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I donno why but i dont like fridays... TT everytime friday im lyk =.= no mood lyk tat


saturdays! i wan go out!! bring me out please!!!! or sunday also can! ^^ =D


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lolx.. donno why i put the title lyk tat.. it juz pop out of my head loh. ya! todae ar! volleyball run round the hall 5 rounds and we do a new... exercise. Its lyk partners lah.. 1, hands on the floor, another 1, hold the person's leg and walk forward. the 1 person nid to use the hand to lyk crawl loh. so pai seh lah! then we the newbies is lyk keep on laughing there. our senior tell us not to laugh coz if u laugh, u'll have no strenght to stable rite? ^^

Next monday, gonna take my locker le! YAY!! then sch bag not so heavy liaox.. lolx! i wan make my new locker pretty and smell nice~! weeee~~ lolx!



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HAPPY NEW YEAR for everyone!! yay! hope u guys will get big big ang bao! lolx luv u guys loads!! *muackz*!!


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todae volleyball training! i kana hitted at the left side of my face by a ball! omg lah! my tears lyk got drop a bit loh.. TT but after awhile not pain liaox. lolx..

todae got go IMM! for the customer service de. then those serving customer de ppl lyk so BAD loh! then juz stand 1 side and look..... wa lao. then, at rd 3.45 then rushed back to school. reached school at 4.10! changed to pe attire, then still wasnt late. nid to wait for our captain to come with the volleyball key. coz the volleyball was kept in a cage. then nid the key. she was late for 1 and a half hour... then we all there nothing to do, play catching! lolx so tiring loh! run run run~~ lolx also no ppl care de. that also can counted as exercising. hahaha!!

volleyball until 8++ yay! veri song! LOLx~

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todae valentine's day, school got put dedication for those lovers. but nid $1 de. lolx! =D then todae valentine's day, my mother bring me go city plaza buy new year clothes! YAY! but abit sad la.. so many day don choose go choose valentine's day.... haiz~

i at city plaza buy alots of clothes! yay! veri nice de and i lyk!! weee~ lolx. got new clothes le. my mother lyk spend $100-$200 buying my clothes loh. haha.. my clothes is on usual day i don buy de. then when i can spend money le, then i really spend de. lolx!

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todae, i at school was lyk sick, no mood and cannot realli move alot. after sch, i thought that my parent will come and fetch me. but! they sae cannot, buying clothes for the sons at city plaza... dot dot dot... then i was lyk fastrated. then i keep lyk wan to cry wan to cry liaox and im hitting the wall with my hand and leg while toking to them. my dad tells me to sit taxi go find them, then my brain lyk freeze loh. donno wad to do. so, i went to the bus-stop to think. wasnt thinking much out of anything. then im lyk toking to myself in the head.. saying wad am i suppose to do... all these stuff. i wanted to take a taxi and go look for them de! but lyk i donno weather i enff money or not loh. then i got borrowed $10 from my friend, Cally! yay! then i got try to take a taxi, but lyk im at the bus-stop leh. lyk wad taxi will come?!! then i realli not happy liaox, i sit at the bus-stop for lyk . . . . 45mins? time flew pass~ lolx! so, i called a taxi's num! nid $4 loh. then im lyk, orhx.. okie..

im in the taxi le lah. then was half way to city plaza, my mother called me. tok tok tok not happy tone and tells me to go back home. so i did! once lyk reached my hus, nobody at home and the taxi fare is $22.90. i did not bring my keys out to school todae! omg! then me and the taxi driver is lyk waiting ... waiting ... waiting ... for ard.. 15mins, finally! my parent reached home. then i ask for them for $5.00 more then pay the taxi uncle, do lan face, then was marching back to my room. (angrily marched) lolx! when i reached my room, im lyk wan to cry le. my eyes watery.. tears dropping down. but! i nid to be strong? i tell myself not to cry in front of them. tat will onli let them know that im weak. and im not! =')

my mum is lyk keep asking me why i never bring my key out leh!? i am so pissed off~ ^^
doesnt know why todae lyk tat. haiz!


tml got volleyball training le~! weeee~~ happy thing.


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i got fluuu! donno kana spread from who de loh. ppl cough here, sneeze there.. walao.. then i so poor thing.. i nid to eat more apples liaox!! and drink water~~!!!


todae, i cried!! omg! i so poor thing... T_T

tell u the story lah..

about the role play, we have been telling them to do it for lyk a week liaox. and we wan credits so can go higher nitec!! and im the leader of the group loh.. i gotta tell them about it rite?! haiz.. y me? y me?!!

story time:

todae, was moody. doesnt know wads the reason behine it. its all started with the role play my group gonna do. 3 do positive, then another 3 do negative.
then the negative 3 ppl went of the classroom, then my friend keep lyk calling them, they lyk pretend cannot hear them or wad then i do lan le loh. i bang the table and shout 'OI'! loud loud. then they walk away loh.

after awhile, they came back loh. then we nid the scrips loh. for the role play de. then got 1 of the girl lah (name changed), sha, throw the paper at my face loh. then i lyk veri do lan liaox. i bang the table then donno y i juz cry out. maybe coz im sick(flu)?
then aft all those stupid freaking things, then calm down liaox. but! still will feel do lan de.. lolx

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todae, in school, lost my diskcate!! SO SAD LAH!! then everything i do and save in the disk, nid to redo everything le!! my diskcate got write my name and my class de loh.. wth!!! lah!! TT poor thing me.... HAIZ!

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todae si bei sian.. nothing realli much to do loh. then teacher tok tok tok instead of teacing us the lesson lah! then my eye lyk.. wan to close le loh. haiz.. then go break.. walk walk.. aft tat, go to class listen to teacher tok again.. all the way to the end of sch tat is 12pm then go to self-access rm do my role play... then go home loh... haiz day~

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todae got cough loud loud so will get notice, lolx. then tok to stanley. okie.. stanley lyk.. =.= famous ard girls leh.. aft sch, got saw wei lun.. he lyk... wear formal for hmm... exam. yep! okie.. ard 4, got volleyball training. so fun!! learn lots of things in da hall! i can serve volleyball le!!! YEAHHH!!! so happy! once the ball go over the net, i feel so happy. ^^

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