Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, Oooh..

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you
But I know you won't be there

OOh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, by hurting you.

Somedays I feel broke inside but I will not admit
Sometimes I just want to hide, cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this
Oooh, Yeah..

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

OOh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, Oooh..

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much
That I've missed you since
You've been away.
Oooh, It's dangerous
So out of line...
To try and turn back time...

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself..

By hurting you...


The count down to 2008.
wow.
it have been really fast huh.
or is it really slow when you're still in schooling, working out your projects, meeting new people and all.

well, i met lots of people.
even better, Friends! =)
great friends.


yea there have been like what?
a bad relationship? fights between parent?
lots of that kind of bad stuff during the year 2007 that you never expect would happen??
well, they have the good advantages and bad ones.
all kind of stuffs gave you experiences.
and you could even learn from those bad experiences.

when you fall, all you need is a hand and stand right back up.
cheers people!
who knows, maybe 2008 would be even better!
=DDD


MISS YOU GUYS LOTS!


jobsjobsjobs.
i want to earn cold hard cash during the holidays!
and, i want a atm card so that whatever i earn will be saved in there.
then i can buy clothes with online le.
hahahas.

saw some of the online shopping web.
their stuffs not bad leh and i want to buy online too.
=(


hahahas. my dad say he will bring me go make atm card.
my mom? walau.
i told her so so sooooo many times le still haven.
when we're free, she'll say next time lah. so late le blahblahblah. then i'll spend more money what shit..
=.=

nvm! fan zhen, my dad gonna bring me go make.
bu guan le.



oh! haven say the main thing.
wait. i already did. just that i said alot of other things as well..
okay lah!
i want to work.
better than nothing.
=(


oh ya, and tml gonna know about the results rite??
best lucks!
kinda scary dont ya think so.







sigh*
just feeling down down down allllllllllllllll the way to the bottom.
=)














my bro say that my mom thinks money wins over friendship and my dad experienced it.
i tried not to believe that.
trying the best.
this is life.
what can we do?


White chocolate.
its nice.
but eat up one bar of it horx..
must drink lots of water then. =))

my little bro say this chocolate came from bei hai tao.
think its around japan??ah ha!
this is the horror Christmas log cake.
hahahas. my mom preferred it this way.
^^
was taking this photos nice and clear until....my dumb little bro destroy it.
he wants to go home badly.
The Christmas tree i took.
the picture is indeed nice.
Golden~
see what he's chewing on?
its his Christmas present.
its a dry bone.
he ate it all.
and love it.
still chewing though.
darn hard to take picture with him de leh.
always run here and there.
not until i grab him (which i have to do everytime to take photo) and faster take it down which always make me dont look that good or else, the photo will be blur.You make me smile just right up!
=)some nice edits.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i just love editing those pictures and some of it, add some words.

and well, some stuff i found.



my mom brought the fake cheese cake. again.
real one got the smooth feeling de.
the one that she brought for me got cream.
yuck. but i ate it all.
all three pieces of it.
and now, kinda hard to talk.
like when i talk, will out of breath.
sigh*

nvm. im gonna tell her that she brought home that "cheese cake" is a fake!
but the real thing!
hais. next time i think im bringing her to try.. -.-

new york cheese cake the best. =]



and this joke is funny.


Expected Baby

For weeks a six-year old lad kept telling his first-grade teacher about the baby brother or sister that was expected at his house.

One day the mother allowed the boy to feel the movements of the unborn child. The six-year old was obviously impressed, but made no comment. Furthermore, he stopped telling his teacher about the impending event.

The teacher finally sat the boy on her lap and said, "Tommy, whatever has become of that baby brother or sister you were expecting at home?"

Tommy burst into tears and confessed, "I think Mommy ate it!"


LOLS!
cant believe im posting this up.
both are cute still, i prefer Jared Padalecki.

this is Chad Michael Murray.
say hello!
Jared Padalecki.
=DD
still really prefer him lah.
lols.
he loves to eat sweet.
oh, see this pic? they both acted in house of wax together.


=DDD
woooooooo~
in my la la land.
hahas.

im going to eat my cheese cake now which my mom brought for me.
oh, today didnt exercise ar.
as little bro went to the outdoor workout area.
then i just bring golden there to accompany him.
i cant do sit ups there.
my tail bone will hurt.
=((

argh. nvm. tml go gym.


just now went for my dental appointment.
and, the dentist say next month can take out my braces le!
=D
and he will give me my retainer.

kinda happy at the first place but then, my mood just drop after awhile.
hee..
no more shine shine le.


haahahahhas.
for now, except for the dentist, i only told dad about it.
coz he's the one the bring me to and fro from the appointment and he always take out sometimes from his busy-ness to bring me there.
=))

im at home already.
and also i doesnt feel like telling the others about it.

moodless lah.
pms.
damn.

-



Here I Am by Paul Twohill

I’m waiting at the door like so many times before
This time, I’ll make it right
I know I need to be a different kind of me
This time, I just might
Have a little strength to show you
The reason why I’m here tonight

Here I am. This is the moment
Here I am. Feel the love is waiting
From now, the start of something new
My life is not complete when I’m standing
Standing close to you

I woke up in a dream. There’s someone in between
This time, I got it right
They are still in front of you
Then I realised that my wish had just come through
This time I want my fight
This feeling may not last forever
So now I’ll brace this magic now

Here I am. This is the moment
Here I am. Feel the love is waiting
From now, the start of something new
My life is not complete when I’m standing
Standing close to you

I doubted my emotions. I can pull this off and make it all away
But now I know I am stronger. And I’ve finally feel that I am here to stay

Here I am. This is the moment
Here I am. Feel the love is waiting
From now, the start of something new
My life is not complete when I am standing
Standing close to you


damn!
i hate liars.
promise breakers.
and all those shit!

fuck ass.


when someone close to you, lies to you and doesnt count his/her words, you'll get hurt yea?
the feeling aint good right?
then why doesnt he/she know a shit about it.


hahs.
she lied and he forgot.
how nice is it??

if you cant do what you promised, then dont promise in the first place!
wtf you promise and in de end you cant do it?
whats the use of it..




argh. fuck.
whatever i say out here just no use.
useless at all.
i hate it.


A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL !!
=D

LOLS.
most of it ARE funny.
=DD

have fun laughing~

-

“I don't want a lot for Christmas,”

“There is just one thing I need.”

“I don't care about the presents,”

“Underneath the Christmas tree.”

“I just want you for my own,”

“More than you could ever know.”

“Make my wish come true...”

“All I want for Christmas…”

“Is you...”


CHRISTMAS EVE . . .




Santa Santa Santa..
beside giving out presents,
does he grant wishes too?



i've been a good girl this year!
=))






so, all i wanted for Christmas is... a secret.
Santa should be able to know it from my heart.



cause, i don't even know it myself..
^^





cheers everyone!
LOVED~





A mistletoe.

According to a custom of Christmas cheer, any two people who meet under a hanging of mistletoe are obliged to kiss.

sooo... who's under it???




hahahahas. share with your guys where i got it lah.
its over here.
hmm.. donno if its true.
mostly are!
hahas


alrites.
went for night buffet with my family plus one of the cousin which is closer to us who i like the uncle and aunt.
=DDGet changed and i was waiting for them downstairs and even for some brothers, they took their time.
play games lo.
keep on playing then forget about the time..
then need to bathe also.
then i wait...
=,=
finally when they are ready, drove to the buffet place!
forgot which hotel it is le.
at first dont feel like eating.
then when it comes to the dessert time, my appetite came.
got cheese cake leh! the kind that i love!!
hahahahs.
too bad im full already.
or else sure will take more of the dessert de. ^^
ya know, sweet things makes one happy.one of the Christmas decoration on the table?
and later, my mom saw this.
she say that if our outside want to put some fountain.
some feng shui thingy lah.
after, head over to the patrol station.
donno why, my brothers always like to get down and go to the shop nearby.
those all patrol station got de lo.
then they just only go in, walk abit, wait until my dad brought his wan bao then go off le.
ya lah, sometimes can grab something for dad to pay for it..
hahahs.
reached home, the first thing we all focus is always Golden.
=))
love him to bits! hearts*
we all will just call him and he will come to us, turn some rounds and go find his toys.
ohya, focus on this photo!
i took picture of him and his eyes is close.
hahas. cuteee!
look up!
i feed golden de.
my dad prepare the food, i feed him.
then of coz, i will ask golden to do some tricks first then let him eat.
hee..
only got food then super guai.
when our hand got no food, how we call him also will just ignore us. =(
sometimes only lah.
some photos edited. =)
this photo is nice!
this also!er... this.. okay lah.
hahas
ahem* im trying to make my holidays everyday interesting..
i want to go play vball. =((
didnt get to play it, feel kinda sad leh.
hahas. also donno why!

sigh*
deep down, it just felt this way.
dont feel like talking to my family members about anything.
and even when i talk to them, its just some talk.


sometimes, i forgot how to smile..